How nice is today ?1. my body is not recovering instead its getting worse2. i prayed for myself to disappear3. nearly broke down in GP class and cried ... for what is been seen and heard4. sometimes i do think ... so many people dying and why i'm not one of themI know ... being negative doesnt help ... or whatever rationale behide it ... understanding and accepting is different ...It aint easy ... if letting go is that easy ... it wouldnt be that importance in the first place and wouldnt hurt that much ... regardless of what issues. What i am going through ... is what i deserved.I understand the words stupid , shameless and irritating.I'm an idiot because i allow myself to be one.Giving different excuses, doesnt make us any different.Dun want to regret only when i get back my A level results next year.Crying over spilled milk is such a joke.Tell Sophie she should grow up ... being an hurting person ... do no one good.
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