i tried to lie to myself and realised it doesnt work . went for runs , buried myself in books and loud music , rot myself in bed and everything else ... and realised i'm still trying to lie to myself . everything around ... just reminds me ... the days ...and those were all past tense now . no matter how hard i tried , still failed to get rid of the emptiness inside ... hollow , bare and broken. staring at the notes and get nothing inside ... make me even more depressed ... i dun need anyone to tell me how near are the exam dates ... still ... i am totally hopeless . in the end who am i trying to lie ... that i am fine ?