i wonder how much difference there will be ...
... if i never ...
... retained .

no point crying over spilled milk i know
just pondering

i will
had been chiong A levels with my beloved 225 ppl
i will
had been working and shopping over the long holidays
i will
had started uni life as my cousins
i will
have met many brand new people

if i didnt retain
i will never be so closed to some
i will never had memories that i wanted to forget
i will never have to struggle that much
i will ... i will ...
Will I ?

nah just rantings