this is so bad ... its 1:53 am now
and i cant sleep
hahas or i dun feel like sleeping .
having kayaking early morning thou

yesterday >>

ok today, bad ... woke up with headache and then its was raining uh went to north point with mummy to sign new line ... and !!! no reception in singtel shop ... cos mine was M1 line and they joked M1 need sun then can ... hahas .

received a surprise gift and got a surprise friend hahas .
mr barney ...
well , i dun really know him ... since young i never really watched barney .
maybe once so far .
but now i got a barney friend :D


thanks went to ikea its was wahhhhhh ... first time k ...
i know i know ...
hahas ran around like big kid =p
met ShiYuan for dinner
nice to gather ... like we use to ...
hahas JIEMIN u are wanted for the next one :D

yesterday de yesterday >>

erm ... A's finally ended but i think i screwed myself up , totally well although it "ended" it's also time to think what to do next because i should face the music i jolly well know i deserve it ok after paper went home watched anime until dunno how to leave house ... hahas gin and marcus were waiting we went to watch musical high school 3 - senior year. hahas not bad ... troy how much i wish u were mine instead !!! wahaha please drop me one like troy hahas !!! then we strolled around i was really really high lah hahas like a big kid :D









yesterday de yesterday de yesterday de yesterday >>

today was econ paper and it was the paper that i really really did badly i was feeling damn damn lousy somehow went back to depression i cant stop crying and when there is nobody at home i nearly tried to hurt myself never in my life , i feel so like dying ... i felt so left behind , so isolated , so lost ... i didnt want mummy to know ... so i hide in my room ... then i got super bad headache ... covered myself and bang against the wall. and like a broken doll ... i sat crying non-stop. thanks for the ppl ... consoling me ...

yesterdaysss >>>

too many things had happened
but its over
so it should be forgotten.

today >>
ok now is 2:15am
should go sleep le hahas !
and