and she is down againtowards rock bottomi really cant understand someonethey always at least have someone by their sidewhy cant they be contended.okay i just ... maybe jealous ?or hopeful that i also need someone ...i can complain too ...throw tantrum at ...why must i always be the one stepping back ?okay the stupid result thingy is driving me totally nutsi dun want it back ... cant imagine ... will i kill myself ?i doubt so but ...today at workis totally totally terribleoh depression starts againemo has come back for me omg . someone save me ):just another raining dayits flooding inside
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