I'm resting at home.
Fever gone now still having headache thou
postpone tuition to tmr
and today is rotting day ... oopsy ... resting i mean.

I missing somebody i think ...
... maybe.

Was it emptiness or loneliness?
I'm starting to get confused over my own feeling.
How badly i dread the life i'm having now?
Its not too bad, isnt it?
If not i would have already changed.
But why do i feel so lousy?
Is it so difficult?

The black hole getting big.
Will i wake up one day and find myself totally lost ?

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