Frustration
was in quite a good mood until i saw those words on facebookits very depressing ...that one of the reason that cause me not wanting to re-runi have realised that there are lots of people in the club who are really fake and i am glad despite that i know people that i want them forever in my lifebut why cant we stop hurting each other ?? its has to be over and over again ... 19 of us came in wanting to do well for the club and bond as the family isnt it ? and now it totally sucks . i am sick of feeling upset for the comm ... but i still cant stop myself for crying again and again. really came in with high hope , despite myself not doing well but still hope that we could bond ... was looking for camp but now ... i dont even feel like going back. everyone is different , so we have to give and take, even thou sometimes we have to bear with all the unfair and bitterness ... still we should make a effort in understanding each other isnt it ?? why use words to hurt each other when we are still of a age to have fun and grow together ? it totally sucks ... i wonder how can i relate or tell my freshie when camp ends and how i am going to face them if they happens to go through what i am going through ??? i think some of the people should be less selfish , stop thinking only for yourself ! how i or the others who feels the same gonna find freshie replace us when the year of service are filled by mostly bitterness and tears. if the next time that i stop crying over them , its really over . which mean things are hopeless.really hope things would get betterif not the only way will be leaving
Recorded; 5:38 PM