Goodbyes are inevitable in life

my hamster died

and i dint really cried like i always did in the past

i guess

i grew up and learned to handle death

but when i clean up its body

i really feel like crying out loud

but i dint

i am very apologetic for neglecting it since my uni life

and thankful for the times it stayed by me and bring me joy

cant help to feel pain

but he will be the last hamster i will have

Goodbye dearie

and thank you.

i love you

Recorded; 4:42 PM