MAYBE I NEED TO STOP ASSUMING
before i can see
i used to be a very timid person, optimistic at times, pessimistic at times too
i always wasnt the person i wanna be
i am always not good enough
wanting to have a share of everything, ends up with nothing.


i am a lucky girl, REALLY lucky.
i got a awesome and lovely family
i got a awesome sweet boyfriend
i got lots of awesome awesome awesome friends


many times i struggled with myself
many times i struggled with life
but they never leave me despite many times i neglected them
when i cant handle myself
when i cant handle life


many times i am so selfish
that i push the blames to others to comfort myself that i am not so bad
however when i look back it always filled me with guilt
that crushes my heart, how ugly can i get?


i am grateful thankful for my helpful friends
through out the 21 years of my life...
to those were once part of my life
and to those who are still part of my life


life been difficult since uni,
i am glad to know many awesome ppl
that i hope we can stay in each other life till future
and thankful for my old friends
despite not having enough time for them
they still love me so much.


i am really a lucky girl


to those who read this and those who didnt
i love you guys and girls
from the bottom of my heart


my new year resolutions
will be to be a better person
and to spend more time and effort
on my family and friends.


i am really thankful
i will appreciate what i have


i love everyone. xoxo